Dear George stinney,
I didn’t know about you until my brother told me about your case or I should say execution.
I don’t know why but I want to say sorry. Sorry, that you had to go through this. I know my sorry doesn’t mean anything, it doesn’t do anything. But this is something i have to say and do, i was not able to stop my self but to write you a letter.
You were 14, my hands are shaking while I m writing this, They took only 10 minutes to come to the conclusion that you murderd those girls. They declared you guilty within 10 minutes!.
They decided in just 10 minutes that you were worthy of that inhuman chair, and this breaks my heart into million pieces.
I saw your picture, and i cried, i saw that bible in your pure hands while you were going to that execution room.
They used your bible that holy book to uplift you to make you fit in that chair. This proves that even god was under your feet because of that judgement.
The mask that you had was not for your pristine face, your teary eyes didn’t even once shaked the heart of executioner, i wonder how?.
I m sorry that no one stood for you, i m sorry.
But, you will always be a life long regret to humanity and more.
I don’t know what.
I remember that night, you struggled to sleep
I was looking for you in talks that were deep
That smile for you , was hard to keep
All you were waiting for that gaint leap
Those tears that followed the pain
Those fresh days and you still looked drain
I remember that night in train
Where you cried , again and again.
I wish i could hold your hand
Look for you, by your side I stand
To tell you, nothing goes as you planned
We fight and fight, till we are on this land.
I saw your tears now i want to see you smile
Address your fears and walk down that aisle
Fight and rest for a while
Come back again, this time with extra style.
I was not ready to start all over again
I knew these things makes me insane
But then i smiled with you over a joke which was lame
And i was ready to add my name to another surname
And This i did all over again
I knew these things makes me insane
I was not ready to share my pain
But it was different with you as i pictured in my brain
With you it was not at all a strain
Infact i laughed
And this i did without emotional drain
And this i did all over again
Even when i knew these things makes me insane.
Yes i fell in love again
This time i pictured it in spain
Slow dancing in the rain
Romancing on a train
Yes i did this all over again
Because these things makes me insane
The days were cold
The night was thinner
I remember that street
Where I hold the hands of that sinner
I was not bold
A little in fear
Didn’t I mentioned the night was cold
And he was near
My soul was sold
Oh, to the demon
I should have told
That he was playing with it like a Freeman
My life was now his to hold
I have listened to the stories that has been told
The world has no end
But standing there I knew it was wrong
When he flashed and my life took that fold
I was numb, nothing i could feel
And then finally i made that deal
Yes, He left me for a while
But, I know he will come back after walking some mile.
I had a crazy dream last night
In that I was having a fight
With the shadow self on my right
I had no one to tell
No one was in my sight
I was fighting but was still crying
I was leaving but was still trying
It was me on the battlefield
Alone I was trying to get healed
Yet another arrow came and broke my shield
I saw people laughing at me
They were saying
We hope you can now see
In hope that someone will come
Who will help me with some
One person came,
He faught with me for some time
I was happy and the swords were dancing in rhyme
But suddenly he escaped like he committed some crime
Again I m alone in that battlefield
This time without a shield
Waiting for the arrow to come
Some hit the ground
On my body, some I found
I saw a crazy dream last night
Still in hope, someone to hold me tight
This is poem I wrote which is close to my heart. That I wrote for girls who go out and live in the fear of getting touched inappropriately or being raped.
This is my way of expressing my fear on behalf of every girl living in fear of getting raped by the person or society.
So here it goes..
They care what you wear
Not what you fear
The day I come home late
If it is half past eight
My heartbeat rise (rises)
The fear inside me cries
Every part of me pray
Oh god , not this day
Cause I know it will happen
The day my body will be raped
Then the soul will die
The day I will stop my fly
All I will have , will be weeping eye
The day people will ask what you were wearing?!
How they were staring
The way they were tearing
Were you fearing?
The day everyone will have a eye on me
And I will hide my tears so that no one can see
Everyone will ask me to pick up my pieces
What about my life that has now creases ?!
The day my confidence will be crushed
All my dreams will be flushed
My wings will be torn
And they’ll say it was because of what you worn
The day will come
It will shake some
But, still I pray
Oh god! Not this day!!
So you were saying that you don’t want to talk
And I still remember in start when we were chatting you were the first one to knock
I m sorry if I said too much, I didn’t mean to
I was full of emotions and those words came out of the blue
So you said that you are a bad person
I was not mad at you, but the situation how that got so worsen
So you said when I asked you , nothing
And that single word told me everything
I m sorry if I m writing about you over a sonnet
But you know that’s how I protect my self like a bonnet
So you said stay away from me
I m sorry for sticking up to you like a bee
So you said, you do not matter
Oh it’s okay, even if these words are for me to scatter
I m sorry if I m too much
I m just a girl with an emotional touch
So you said erase all the memories
You know I need a proof while telling stories
So you said , this and that, and I don’t believe it
It’s just how you want to hurt me cause baby that was lit!
You are the words that I want to arrange together we can be a poem strange
Where i and you we both will rhyme
Where you smile I blush and we grow old with time
Where you will be the word and I will be the complete line
And here the word “us” will be entirely mine
Where I will be magician and you will be the magic
and our sonnet will be no tragic
People will sing us like a classic song
Where lyrics will be perfect, pure and strong
Where we will hold hands like two rhyming words
And in the sky our love will fly like those Bonnie birds.
You are near me
Yet so far
Creating all the memories
Setting high bar
We talked for hours
With all the blossom flowers
Never knew we could drift
Now it’s like a movie script
I wish I could write more
But my heart is now sore
Your memories are fading
Happiness and sadness are trading
I no more remember your touch
For you, nothing is left as such
I wish we would have never met
Sun that day should never have set
Wanted to be happy
Didn’t know how
But I’m stronger than ever now
I’ll come to this, I never knew
But for the experience, I’ll just say thank you!
For the journey that started with a simple hi!
This is from my side is the final good bye!!
Why were you crying last night
what you thought was not right
You know, your life is worth a fight.
And to others, it’s a light
You said you wanted to die
Is it really that bad,
or you are just telling yourself a lie.
If you can’t find a purpose I will give you one
Don’t you ever say that you are done
Chase your life, please don’t run
You will know, how you will miss out all the fun
If you can’t find the path, then be others guide
Be so happy, that you don’t remember when you last cried
Don’t worry, your friends will always be by your side
Now stretch your lips and smile, it should be real big and wide.
Smile people while you truly can !