They all were dragging me down ,
My fears , anxieties , worries were sitting on my head like a crown .
I think, I don’t fit in this world
Because all my insecurities are unfurled.
Deep down I knew I was not her ,
Pretended smile, fake laugh and having emotional stir.
I was waiting for the rainbow, after the heavy rain,
Yes, I was ready to smile after all that pain,
Now even if I m emotionally drain,
I no longer want to be in that leashed chain.
I will chase my strengths not my fears,
I m not that girl, with all the tears,
I will not fake pretend after all these years,
It’s beginning to a new life, so hold my beer,